Strange Dreams as I Start to Establish a Personal Relationship with God

Strange Dreams as I Start to Establish a Personal Relationship with God

Strange Dreams as I Start to Establish a Personal Relationship with God Hello beautiful people, I was lost for the past 23 years of my life and when I was told about our father, and about Lord Jesus Christ who sacrificed his life to save us all, I was very happy. God revealed himself to me several times. It’s been 2-3 months now, but I have started to lose faith. Somehow, I am now full of anxiety, hate, anger and mistrust. I don’t love anyone I feel. I have become extremely insensitive. I feel that I am full of jealousy  I feel like I am fake now. There’s always pretence. I go out of the way to keep someone happy and then I start hating it after some time. I just feel sad that I am unable to bring myself in GOD now … which makes me extremely unhappy. But last night, I had a really scary dream. I saw myself getting angry like crazy about something I can’t remember and my head started to become extremely heavy and then numb. And I could not hear a word and I was getting dragged by my head. My mom was right there, and she kept screaming and repeating “Who’s there?” This is all that I remember, and I wanted to discuss

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Pregnancy Preserved via Prayer

Pregnancy Preserved via Prayer

Pregnancy Preserved via Prayer Last week my wife started seeing fluid or rather water from the womb and experiencing a lot of pain in her waist and back. I decided to take her to the hospital whereby she was to undergo some tests and scanning but I was not able to raise the required amount. The doctor told me that, the situation is very critical and it’s an emergency. I rebuked him. I told him if the situation was critical my God would have provided the amount on time because God is always right early. I had to go back with my wife so that we can look for money. Reaching home, a divine idea came to my mind that I should go to church for prayers day and night for 5 days and I did so. On the second day my, resident pastor instructed the church staff that I should never be found in the church praying night hours. I told him please, I am in a covenant with my God, and he allowed me to continue. Again, on the fifth day when my breakthrough was around the corner, the devil realized it and wanted to stop it. My pastor again came up forcefully whereby he instructed the watchman to chase me out that night, but the watchman was

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