

Strange Dreams as I Start to Establish a Personal Relationship with God
Strange Dreams as I Start to Establish a Personal Relationship with God Hello beautiful people, I was lost for the past 23 years of my life and when I was told about our father, and about Lord Jesus Christ who sacrificed his life to save us all, I was very happy. God revealed himself to me several times. It’s been 2-3 months now, but I have started to lose faith. Somehow, I am now full of anxiety, hate, anger and mistrust. I don’t love anyone I feel. I have become extremely insensitive. I feel that I am full of jealousy I feel like I am fake now. There’s always pretence. I go out of the way to keep someone happy and then I start hating it after some time. I just feel sad that I am unable to bring myself in GOD now … which makes me extremely unhappy. But last night, I had a really scary dream. I saw myself getting angry like crazy about something I can’t remember and my head started to become extremely heavy and then numb. And I could not hear a word and I was getting dragged by my head. My mom was right there, and she kept screaming and repeating “Who’s there?” This is all that I remember, and I wanted to discuss
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