Right when I needed it

Right when I needed it

Right when I needed it I have been struggling with a relationship for a long time. A person who was very close to my husband and I. When my husband passed 9 years ago, this friend was there constantly and after a couple of years he professed his love for me which had been with him for 35 years. He is married but in name only. He still lives in the same house with her. She sometimes goes away with him but encourages him to take me when she is working. We have been intimate, and I have tried to stop this part of the relationship many times. This last time has been for 7 months. He still visits me and wants to go on trips with me, but I know the intimacy would begin again. As it is it is very hard to not do anything when he visits. He is very much a part of my kids and grandkids lives. We all love him very much. He won’t leave his wife as he would lose half of everything, he owns including his pension. I have tried dating others, but he keeps getting in the way. And so, I struggle with doing the right thing. I am a Christian in every sense relying on God’s word and will to

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Broken Down (Obesity)

Broken Down (Obesity)

Broken Down (Obesity) It all started in the seventh grade; I weighed about 110 pounds that was the first time my mother told me I needed to start losing weight. I did not understand how big of an impact this one event would have on the rest of my life. At that point, I was skinny and healthy, but to please my mom I started running and I felt good. Eventually, I did lose weight which pleased my mom for the time being however it only got worse from there. Instead of losing weight, I gained it I went from 110 to 125 from seventh grade to eighth grade and it was this year that started the trail of events that would lead to my demise. Gaining weight was a common problem for me which caused my mother to yell at me and look down at me even more. In doing this I would not eat in front of her, but when I was alone I would binge on anything I could find, cheese, cereal, grapes, or anything. In ninth grade my family had made the decision to move to Florida, which I was excited about at the time. Then one day came along after we had moved out of my house and were living with my aunt and my

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