I Blamed God For Her Death

I Blamed God For Her Death

In July of 97, I lost my best friend to a car accident. After that, i really went downhill. I blamed God for her death, she backslid and was living in sin. The guy she was with was my ex-best friend, she got mixed up in the wrong crowd. She used to be the best witness and she knew her Bible, I was always shy and wouldn’t witness but when I met her I started to come forth. But when she died I couldn’t take it. I don’t know if she made it to Heaven or not. Well for the rest of that year, I partied and went with a lot of guys. I almost went to jail for vandalism, there were so many times I could have been killed. In late 98 I got back in church and rededicated my life. At the beginning of 99, I met this wonderful guy at a sing whom he played the guitar for. Well I and that guy are married now, he still plays for that group and is active in our church and has a 2-month-old little girl. I never knew how much I could love someone until I had her. And now I realize how my mom felt all those years I rebelled. I thank God that I am alive

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