My Faith Grows Stronger Every Day

My Faith Grows Stronger Every Day

My Faith Grows Stronger Every Day I’ve always felt drawn to Christ, but the pretentiousness, judgmentalism, self-righteousness, and hypocrisy of many churches repulsed me. For the last 3 years, I… My Faith Grows Stronger Every Day I’ve always felt drawn to Christ, but the pretentiousness, judgmentalism, self-righteousness, and hypocrisy of many churches repulsed me. For the last 3 years, I have been on a journey of seeking and discovering God through mysticism but was still struggling with anger, addictions, and anxiety, as well as seeking answers in occult practices. In 2022 my 3-year-long quest to find God and survive the dark night of the soul came to a culmination, where I was forced to completely surrender and humble myself to God, giving my will to Him. After a particularly ego-shattering period of conviction, my faith in Christ was extremely tested by the strongholds of doubt and false beliefs, as well as pride and the illusion of self-sufficiency. Over the past 2 months, my faith has been increasing and I have seen miracles in my life: forgiveness of others and myself, much more peace in my family, and healing of my childhood trauma, PTSD, anger, depression, and anxiety. Where I was striving and struggling to free myself from these things through worldly works and spiritual modalities, it was the simple surrender

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How Jesus Freed Me from Nearly 40 Years of Drug Addiction

How Jesus Freed Me from Nearly 40 Years of Drug Addiction

I’m here to tell my story of how Jesus delivered me from almost 40 years of drugs, lust/porn, cigarette smoking & self-destruction. I began to take drugs, watch porn &… I’m here to tell my story of how Jesus delivered me from almost 40 years of drugs, lust/porn, cigarette smoking & self-destruction. I began to take drugs, watch porn & smoke cigarettes at the age of 14, I’m 52 now. I was surrounded by these things and exposed to them by my own family although I won’t say it was intentional, that is how it happened and I’m not here to pass judgment because we are all exposed to these things in life one way or another. It seemed cool and I felt like I was part of the in crowd at least with the drugs and smoking. These things quickly became strongholds in my life and I couldn’t imagine life without them. Little did I know that these things would absolutely destroy my life, little by little, day after day, year after year I was losing myself & strength & ability to see reality clearly. The disturbing part about it was that I didn’t even realize it. I felt normal, like everybody else. But I found meth pretty early on, in fact, the same year I quickly became an

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