My Faith Grows Stronger Every Day
My Faith Grows Stronger Every Day I’ve always felt drawn to Christ, but the pretentiousness, judgmentalism, self-righteousness, and hypocrisy of many churches repulsed me. For the last 3 years, I… My Faith Grows Stronger Every Day I’ve always felt drawn to Christ, but the pretentiousness, judgmentalism, self-righteousness, and hypocrisy of many churches repulsed me. For the last 3 years, I have been on a journey of seeking and discovering God through mysticism but was still struggling with anger, addictions, and anxiety, as well as seeking answers in occult practices. In 2022 my 3-year-long quest to find God and survive the dark night of the soul came to a culmination, where I was forced to completely surrender and humble myself to God, giving my will to Him. After a particularly ego-shattering period of conviction, my faith in Christ was extremely tested by the strongholds of doubt and false beliefs, as well as pride and the illusion of self-sufficiency. Over the past 2 months, my faith has been increasing and I have seen miracles in my life: forgiveness of others and myself, much more peace in my family, and healing of my childhood trauma, PTSD, anger, depression, and anxiety. Where I was striving and struggling to free myself from these things through worldly works and spiritual modalities, it was the simple surrender
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