God Paid My Fees

God Paid My Fees

God Paid My Fees I had the desire to study MBA. I was working too at that time. So, I was saving money to pay my MBA fees the following… God Paid My Fees I had the desire to study MBA. I was working too at that time. So, I was saving money to pay my MBA fees the following year. I had one year left to prepare for the entrance and join the college because of which I left my employment too. As days went by and as I was saving money, there was a thought which came to me. The thought wondered whether I could give away all the money to God and would believe in his providence and faithfulness. Immediately, my flesh spoke and said that it was next to impossible, and I couldn’t even imagine giving away everything I saved. Then as days went by (at this time, I had 3 months left), I had a friend of mine who was just converted from a Hindu family and had been saved by the grace of God and his name is Mahesh. He told me that there was a pastor called Pastor Keith who uploaded all his messages for free on his website so that the gospel could reach the ends of the world. Hence, I started

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I Loathed My Life

I Loathed My Life

I Loathed My Life I’m in a very difficult season of my life. I refer to it as the Job season because I feel like I’m constantly getting tested for… I Loathed My Life I’m in a very difficult season of my life. I refer to it as the Job season because I feel like I’m constantly getting tested for my faith in Jesus. I’m so tired and there have been several times when I’ve said I’ve lost hope and that I hated my life. When Job was getting tested several times, he loathed his life and felt his life had no hope (Job 7 & 10). This is exactly how I’ve been feeling. I’m a first-year college student and it’s my first time being in the US and living independently. I struggled the moment I moved into my dorm. I continued to struggle until this point in my life. I loathed my life and sometimes, I still do, like Job. I would feel tired of getting tested. My faith in Jesus surely went up and down; it was rocky ever since I came. I’ve always felt my life had no meaning, no hope. I feel like everything is being stripped away from me. It hurts and there’s too much pain. Even though Job was being tested for this faith,

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