I Called on Jesus Christ and He Responded
I Called on Jesus Christ and He Responded I suffered a betrayal from an individual whom I had trusted like no one else. This individual was part of my church,… I Called on Jesus Christ and He Responded I suffered a betrayal from an individual whom I had trusted like no one else. This individual was part of my church, and they held an important position within the church. The betrayal happened in public, amongst the brethren. While it was happening, I went into fight or flight response and felt cold around in the extremities. I decided to sit through it so as to not cause a stir or hurt anyone’s faith. When it ended, I went home and began losing myself. I laid in my bed devoid of energy and with all sense of stability gone. A severe and irrational paranoia overtook me, and it convinced me that I could no longer go out into the world. It convinced me that the entire world was evil, that the Earth would swallow me and that the air was poison. The distress and emotion were so strong that I decided I could not live this way. I thought about suicide. My brother was a gun enthusiast and was living with me. He was not at home during my ordeal, but I
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