No Way Out!

No Way Out!

No Way Out! I had just finished my senior year in high school. That meant that it was time to get into various activities with my friends and whatnot not… No Way Out! I had just finished my senior year in high school. That meant that it was time to get into various activities with my friends and whatnot not knowing that one action was about to alter my entire life. During those long summer days, I would stay up all night and sleep all day, nocturnal. So, one Sunday morning, my mom went out to church, and I snuck a girl over the house while my mom was out praising God. Something I wish to this day I had done that morning. But anyway, I let a girl come over, and one thing led to another, and we eventually had sex. A few days later, my conscience started bothering me. I felt incredibly bad for what I did, but that wasn’t the only reason I was feeling that way. Thoughts of being a soon-to-be father started to creep into my mind, and as the days passed, those thoughts grew louder. I couldn’t sleep, eat, or even function because I’m thinking about how I’m going to afford a child when I can’t even buy myself a new pair of sneakers.

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He Has Made Me Rich In Love

He Has Made Me Rich In Love

He has made me rich in love. I grew up in the church. I knew of God and went through all of the motions of Christianity, but I don’t think… He has made me rich in love. I grew up in the church. I knew of God and went through all of the motions of Christianity, but I don’t think I knew God until adulthood. I grew up with divorced parents and had no real example of what love should look like. I remember people talking about letting God lead your love life, but I never really knew what that meant. I entered into a relationship that was not good for me. He wasn’t anything on the list of things I knew I needed in a partner, but the idea of him was so appealing that I dated him anyway. We got engaged, and things started getting bad. He was abusive towards me in many ways, and the situation became unsafe for me. I stayed for many years in the abuse because I felt so much shame about our relationship, and I believed that God truly wouldn’t forgive me for the mistakes I’d made during that time. I dealt with severe anxiety and depression, and remember one day sobbing on the floor, asking God to rescue me. HE DID. He

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