Into The Valley of the Shadow of Death

by Marie | Oct 20, 2025 | Healing, Testimonies

In the beginning of 2011, I began to suffer with an extreme depression… I began to fall into a state of deep depression regarding my faith in Jesus Christ… and became even more depressed by the attitudes of those who pretended to be Christians, where in reality, they are not…I avoided all forms of fellowship! I can clearly remember saying to my wife that I wanted to die, but I did not have the guts to kill myself…I said these words to her: “I only hope that some deadly disease will come upon me and take my life!’ Pro_18:21 Death and life are in the power of the tongue: and they that love it shall eat the fruit thereof. I did not know then what I know now that by this very utterance I had given Satan permission to attack and kill me. Not long after…I became very weak and ill. I began to lose a lot of weight, and became unable to eat… and what I did eat failed to stay down. In a matter of a month or so, I began to resemble a walking skeleton… My wife pleaded with me to go to a hospital or see a doctor… Each time I refused to listen to her, as I really developed the attitude that I wanted to

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