I have relied on God all my life, and He has not disappointed me yet. Sometimes the enemy will really push you till you stop believing in yourself and God.
But I am here to tell you that all those things are just deceptions. Your situation may seem helpless but you have God watching over you. They say the darkest hour is before dawn and your time to shine is coming, just hold on to the Lord Jesus Christ and He will not disappoint you.
While I was going through the darkest time of my storm I got to a point where I asked myself, “what can I do to change my circumstances? I’ve done all I can but have accomplished nothing”. I then said, I was not going to put all that stress on me anymore, and that I would not push myself beyond what I was capable of doing, and so I decided to let it go and let God Himself do it His way, no matter how hard it would be for me.
I decided to take in the shame with a smile when I could, I also took the pain and everything else and accepted that I had no control over the things going on in my life. I refused to feel responsible for the bad state of my life considering I had repented and been washed by the blood of the Lamb. I chose to trust God with everything I was going through and spoke to Him about it. And even when I felt I didn’t want to pray, I just said to Him that I trusted Him through it all.
I later realised that with every pain God allowed me to go through, there was a lesson. As I daily refused the physical and spiritual afflictions, I realised I was getting better and better. Am still moving slowly, but each day has a new blessing for me and now I know giving up my soul to suicide would have been a terrible mistake because it would have taken away from me the sweetest relationship I will ever have, the relationship I have with my Jesus.
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