God helped me with my anxiety, panic attacks and depression…
2yrs ago. I gave birth to a wonderful baby girl, it was 3 months after that, I developed, what the doctors called PPD (postpartum depression). It was the worst but best 2 years of my life. Worst, because it was so hard, all the thoughts I went through. Fighting the devil, suicidal thoughts, feeling like I was going crazy, living in a dream world, just plain crazy weird feelings/thoughts. Those things led to me having severe panic attacks and depression, I saw 3 doctors and 2 brain specialists, who all said I had anxiety/PTSD. I disagreed because I just didn’t believe in it.
The doctors wanted me to get on meds ASAP. So I went ahead and got my meds, got them filled, took them bout a week, then got online and researched the info on depression meds. And did not like the effects and causes of them, so I dropped them, but the anxiety and panic attacks were so rough I couldn’t handle it, I felt like the devil was trying to take my body over, it was the weirdest, scariest feeling in the world. I lived across a bridge, and it was so scary because every time I drove over that bridge, something was telling me to drive my car off into the water, just to end it all, the pain, the depression, the anxiety, all of it, but then id look into my rearview mirror and see my baby girls face, and i’d break down, I knew I had something to live for, I had a family, a husband, a life.
And I knew suicide would send me straight to hell, (the bible says we shall not kill, and not to defile (destroy) the holy temple ( which is our bodies) that carries the holy spirit. I realized then, i needed to get my life in order and find god and live for him, so I just relied on god. (I knew I couldn’t do this without god) instead of medicine, and I’m here to tell you, that he has changed my life in so many ways, I don’t have panic attacks anymore, he has blessed me and my family.
My hubby got in the church also. And so did my mom (who. Gave up 20 years of smoking for god) but the best thing is my kids. My 9yr old and my 2yr old sing and worship god, it just touches my heart and makes me so happy to see what god has done in my life, I look forward to the future with god, but I want and hope this testimony helps someone, just remember god can heal you WITHOUT MEDS OR A DR. Just pray and seek him, and remember god made us with love, not fear.
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