Communion

Communion

Communion I came to church experiencing pain. I took the communion and the flesh of Jesus and received my healing. Also Read: Men in the Bible: The Profile of A… Communion I came to church experiencing pain. I took the communion and the flesh of Jesus and received my healing. Also Read: Men in the Bible: The Profile of A Fratricide The Principle for Divine Acceptance The Hug The Day My Life Changed Forever

Healed from Hearing Loss & Tinnitus

Healed from Hearing Loss & Tinnitus

Healed from Hearing Loss & Tinnitus About a month ago I suffered sensorial hearing loss which is hearing loss in the high frequencies. It’s usually noise-induced also had a high-pitched… Healed from Hearing Loss & Tinnitus About a month ago I suffered sensorial hearing loss which is hearing loss in the high frequencies. It’s usually noise-induced also had a high-pitched noise in my ear which is tinnitus, and it was loud. It disturbed my sleep and made hearing difficult. It robbed me of my energy I was depressed and thought that I would be like that for the rest of my life. I was scared couldn’t eat, think properly and couldn’t wait for death as it would be my comforter. I asked God why me? Why now? I was just about to start university and it was an exciting time for me until my hearing loss and tinnitus showed up. I questioned the value of my life. I actually got the hearing loss from a nite out clubbing and exposure to loud music over time, yes it was my fault and I was foolish to think i would never lose my hearing or damage them. I felt guilty and was ashamed at my self thinking I was invincible. Well, I got my worst nightmare it was really ugly. I didn’t

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My Intimate Moment with my Father

My Intimate Moment with my Father

My Intimate Moment with my Father I’m a recovering crystal meth addict with one hell of a story to tell. The first 25 years of my life were dreadful. I… My Intimate Moment with my Father I’m a recovering crystal meth addict with one hell of a story to tell. The first 25 years of my life were dreadful. I wanted nothing more than to die some screwed-up death because the enemy had me convinced that my purpose had come and gone, like ashes on an empty street on a foggy day. I discovered a once-a-month tradition that was perfect for what I was striving for. I called it, survival records. I would manipulate a doctor for a bottle of 60 20mg Adderalls, and see how quickly I could chew up every pill and survive. A once-a-month suicide attempt that I will admit is just too much fun. Crazy? Absolutely. I put up some crazy numbers. One time I blew through all of them in around 12 hours, and then swallowed 20 Effexors in one gulp. I was found dead in a gutter. When I came to it, I was in an ambulance staring straight up at a bunch of EMTs looking at me. I was hooked up to all sorts of different medical machinery. I asked what was going

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Really Struggling Right Now

Really Struggling Right Now

I am really struggling with bills, work, feelings of worth, and doubts. I need to confess and ask for your prayers. I recently spoke with a pastor who does deliverances,… I am really struggling with bills, work, feelings of worth, and doubts. I need to confess and ask for your prayers. I recently spoke with a pastor who does deliverances, and he helped me confess many sins, like mistrusting Jesus, confusion, fear of man, etc. I feel cleaner than I have in a long time. I am regularly praying for God’s will. I feel humble and grateful. I struggle with paying my bills. I don’t know why. I work. But what I make is not enough. Sometimes, I have these overwhelming feelings that cause me to get angry with God and lose hope. I hate these moments. Maybe that is when I eat snacks to cover the pain. Sugar snacks. I am just now being healed from the pain of my parent’s divorce when I was 6. I was saved by the grace of God when I was a rebellious 16-year-old. When I was 19, my dad died. I slipped into a deep state. Depressed, suicidal, and had sex with random people to hide my pain. I got herpes. I went into a darker place. Yet, God was with me.

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He Showed Me He Was Right There

He Showed Me He Was Right There

He Showed Me He Was Right There I have a big fear of the Dentist. It has always been a struggle for me to go. I haven’t been there for… He Showed Me He Was Right There I have a big fear of the Dentist. It has always been a struggle for me to go. I haven’t been there for years; I have always avoided it. A small cavity-infected tooth turned into a full-blown root canal infection with several infected teeth. When I finally decided to go four months ago, it was because my cheek was swollen, and I was basically forced to go to avoid further, worse inflammation. Long story short, it wasn’t that bad but due to all the stress in fear for me, it was horrible. I was alone and scared and the anesthesia made me feel nauseous. When I got out, I slowly walked to the bus, on the edge of tears, due to the anesthesia made me cry. Which I didn’t know at the time, which made things 10 times worse. I felt alone in that moment. Till I walked past a man. He was handing out flyers. He was maybe 49 – 50. I´m not sure if he spoke my language, and I didn’t care at that moment. I took one without looking at

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Recovery from Kidney Stones

Recovery from Kidney Stones

Recovery from Kidney Stones I want to share this testimony to bring hope to anyone who believes that everything is beyond their hands and has lost faith. “Faith is the… Recovery from Kidney Stones I want to share this testimony to bring hope to anyone who believes that everything is beyond their hands and has lost faith. “Faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.” – KJV. A year ago I used to get severe back pain. It was so bad that I could hardly sleep peacefully. When I went to a general physician. He made to blood and urine test to check kidney function. The test came normal. Since I am a girl he assumed It would have been a vitamin D and calcium deficiency. I go to med school and I knew that the pain was due to some kidney problem and not calcium deficiency. But I so badly wanted whatever the doctor said to be true. As days passed by the pain increased. I kept delaying and I was scared. So I went to the same doctor and this time he suggested I do an ultrasound abdomen to see what would be the underlying cause. Turned out I had 2 kidney stones. My heart felt so heavy. I know kidney stone

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